Sunday, July 22, 2007
sian. i am damn frustrated right now.
i dunno if its just me or my course, but its telling me a lot more of the people around me and the friends i have. somehow im thankful this is happening, yet i dun want this to be happening at the same time.
its so damn hard to find people for a project. like damn hard la.
and i think im dumb. for helping so many other people out. seriously wad for did i do that sia? i do not know. that time i thought it was for friendship. now i think not.
its so tiring to help other people out and hear them tell u "hey when u need me i'll help u ok" then when the time comes where u need some foundation to lean on or ur in the direst straits and u seriously need help, u dun get any. as in. none. zero. kosong. bo. dun have. zilch. blank. nothing. NOTHING.
so whats the lesson i learnt?
u can help other people, just dun expect anything in return. expecting people to help u with them expecting nothing in return is total bullshit. at the end of the day, its still urself who's gonna pull yourself out of that strait ur in. nobody else is gonna do that for u. at the end of the day, u stand alone.
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