Thursday, May 31, 2007
im kinda sad.
why?
because im afraid.
why so?
because i think i like u.
like funny right.. im contemplating whether to tell u or not.. but i dun think i can.. or should.. why? because im scared.
im scared i dunno what im gonna say. then its like.. funny if i get tongue tied in front of u.. that would be like damn embarrassing la..
im scared i mess up in front of u la. that one lose a lot of face. but that one never mind one. i lost so much face already so it wun really make a diff.
but then again if i told u how i felt also funny ar.. like class clown like someone.. lol.. quite funny if u ask me..
and then ur friends will laugh then say "OMG SHREK LIKES U" or something like that..
whoa that one. lol.
then then, if i told u, i think u'd feel awkward. like really awkward. then its like.. wait la u dun laugh i thought about this ok.. if u feel awkward then u'd start to avoid me.. i think i'll do the same too... THEN WE WUN BE FRIENDS ANYMORE. BOOHOO.
stupid la. so many things to risk if i tell u. if i had nothing to lose ok la i tell u straight away. but then i got my friendship with u to lose leh. dumb right. someone should invent a machine that can make me go back into time. just in case. call apple and tell them to invent Ireverse or Irewind or Igoback la. dumb pple. invent ipod only.
then im also scared of rejection. whoa dumb crap i think i got a 99.99% chance of getting this.. like i dunno wad to do once that happens.. ok i think i know wad i'll do.. maybe i'll emo in the corner of a circular room or something.. but ya..
see.. i told u.. so many things to risk.. most of them non-important.. but i dun wanna lose a friend if i do get rejected.. hahahaha.. dumb la.. i wan my ireverse or irewind or igoback...
11:33 AM
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